It been a while since I started reblogging, and I mean a while. Probably cause I can’t with this iPod that crashes the safari app all the time. Way to kill my tumbling mood… Tomorrow I will be starting my first year in college while it being the end of my summer. Grrr… Overall,I made the best of it!!! I had many fun and awesome times going to the beach with and biking throughout the season to many places, all while enjoying the company of friends. This was one Summer to remember but not being the last one to come! Now that skool’s arrived, I know I’m gonna be busy for once in my life. I’m guesstimating that I won’t have time for my blog anymore.
Actually, I don’t really feel like tumbling at all. I done find it “interesting” anymore; as in I dont see anything that I like or catches my eye as it did in the beginning. Idk. I just don’t feel like using it anymore. With skool and all, I might not even have any spare time to blog. I rather feel like focusing on better things in life than just mostly looking at pictures and quotes that relate to us or say exactly what we feel or think. I mean, why not say or express ourselves instead of having someone else doing it while we just sit there and agree in relation to it. Maybe I’m using the whole skool thing and everything else as an excuse??? Either way, I don’t think I’ll be blogging anytime soon. Imma give more of my attention to other stuff than this. Some people like Brianna Estrada say that my blog is bit “emo-ish” and I sorta agree with her. I should be looking at things in a different way and mentality instead of sulking about the bad things in life. That’s mostly why I wanna stop using this blog because I wanna change up my life in a good way and this a part of that change; to stop being so down and “emo” about the bad side in life but rather to look on the bright side. It’s why I’m really looking forward to skool because that’s where I can start anew. Where I can be a different, but better person Where I can meet new people and have new experiences. To venture forward and live the way I want to live; doing me. And as I’m changing up parts of my life, I’ve decided to make amends with people, like Kristie Arenas, who I was being an asshole to. I misused the trust we had and gave her problems in the end. I apologized and she forgave me while I was drunk and hugged it out. Haha.
As I remember, seeing the look Kasandra Castaneda gave me as I was drunk was one to make me feel embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I felt no different than those alcoholics looked down upon for their indecency. And it’s that disappointing expression from someone that I love the most that is mostly helping me make the choice to stop drinking… for good!
As the year goes by, I know things will start to clear up for me and if they don’t then what not to handle??? I know times like these might not seem the best for every person but why give up??? Life is always full of surprises. We don’t know what to expect but we shouldn’t expect the worst. No matter what, it’ll all be worth it in the very end. Thanks to all the followers, the rebloggers, and people who checked out my blog-ers for making worth while and helping me create it to what it is now. I’m not deleting it but keeping it as a memory of what I tumbled. Maybe I’ll come back to it but most likely I won’t. So long and GoodNite!
P.s. Everything recent is for You.